Dearest Readers,
Today I will be performing at Arts in the Park here in our fair city and I’d like to share with you the piece I’m going to present.
It’s a spoken-word number called I’m Alive and it was one of the first authentic performances I gave back when I was walking through stage fright at the beginning of my professional career.
Here it is:
I’ve scaled a mountain clinging fingers to wet rock wind howling threatening to blow me off the side / end me up like the sheep fallen down below / ribs splayed open bleached by the sun / petrified organs and hide now leather/ long white hair blowing in the breeze…
I’m alive.
I’ve been hit by a car on my bike SMACK POW didn’t see it coming in the night / bright headlights / BANG I’m in the air / SLAM I’m on the hood / THUD I’m on the ground…
I’m alive.
I’ve been taken by a stranger held in his clutches / his dirty hands and dirty things he did to me / RUN / so I ran / he let me go…
I’m alive.
I’ve met bears — I said bears — that’s with an ‘s’, kid / walking down a logging road / five grizzly bears, kid / one breaks away / comes down the ditch / up the ditch / to face me down back me up / I backed up / our spirits touched / eye to eye…
I’m alive.
I’ve jumped out of a plane / 2800 feet / falling flying with the wind in my ears / peace beauty ’til I landed exactly NOT like they’d spent the 8 hours teaching me how to / OMG / both my legs are broken / but they weren’t…
I’m alive.
I’ve been trapped in a hole / 3 years old told, “Don’t go down that hole!” / climbed down / got stuck / fire engines / po-lice / traumatized parents
I’m alive.
I’ve taken drugs laced with rat poison / bleach / bought off the streets / WHY?
I’m alive.
I’ve been in car accidents / planes that nearly crashed / relationships with violent men / UGH
I’m alive.
I was born / I was given this gift / this life overwhelming / this blessing / this hope
I’m alive.
The contents of our wallet / the size of our house / the cost of our car / these things / do not make us / who we are / we’re rich without a penny
We’re alive.
We’ve got blood coursing through our veins / pumping muscles and a heart working hard
We’re alive
We got lungs / cleansing breath / is the Life Force Giver / we receive
We’re alive
You’re alive
I’m alive.
Inspiring Message of the Day: It is so easy to forget that I am alive today. I will do my best not to take this Immense Gift for granted. I will rejoice in my aliveness!
Thanks for your comments, everyone. It’s a very fun piece to perform. Fawn, as I said, I loved your original song. Hope you can give yourself the time to write more like it. Powerful and beautiful! ~ Celia
Thanks for posting this, Celia. I enjoyed listening to you sharing this at the park today, but was so nervous myself it was hard to focus, so it’s nice to read through it and give the words the attention they deserve.
I saw the performance today. T’was good!
Beautiful.